zaCIDS religion
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Ever since my first trip I have felt a sense of detachment from the believe of a "GOD". I never really believed in any religion although I have always thought that their was an afterlife and a soul and many things that stem from religion, although it was only until I "got on the bus" until I finally realized the meaning of "god". God is not a person, he is not a being that has always been but we are all manifesto's of god, we are all our own god. When you think about it every single day you have to respect God, love God, care about God and these are all things that we should all do to ourselves. If we 'SIN' ourselves then the only person you should ask for forgiveness from is our own mind and being.
I once had a vision, yes I was tripping BALLS but it was a vision of a man in the clouds looking down at me. Upon closer inspection I realize that the man is in fact my father in a god-like outfit, feeling the trippy reality of the situation I looked down to realize that I myself looked about 7 years of age, my body continuously grew year by year with my father in the sky looking down on me which honestly gave myself a great sense of security. Then I hit the age of 16 (don't ask how I knew I was 16, I just did), then my father began to morph into myself meditating in the clouds looking over me until my body grew into an eternal abyss.
At the time I knew that this was my subconscious telling me that until you hit the age of young adult hood your parents are your gods, people you should respect, abide by and love, but then when you hit young adult hood you become responsible for your own actions ergo becoming your own god.
I once had a vision, yes I was tripping BALLS but it was a vision of a man in the clouds looking down at me. Upon closer inspection I realize that the man is in fact my father in a god-like outfit, feeling the trippy reality of the situation I looked down to realize that I myself looked about 7 years of age, my body continuously grew year by year with my father in the sky looking down on me which honestly gave myself a great sense of security. Then I hit the age of 16 (don't ask how I knew I was 16, I just did), then my father began to morph into myself meditating in the clouds looking over me until my body grew into an eternal abyss.
At the time I knew that this was my subconscious telling me that until you hit the age of young adult hood your parents are your gods, people you should respect, abide by and love, but then when you hit young adult hood you become responsible for your own actions ergo becoming your own god.